After a long time of being happy, nothing special happening but just having a smile... I found out tonight that things just aren't how you percieved. I feel utterly stupid and so alone. Why is it that when you find something you like or share something you know too well that sometime soon, somebody or something will take it away from you from their own greed. Why are we experiencing this? It doesn't need to happen.

In response to my opinion I would like to say be aware of what's there and what is truly there. You know what is best, follow your heart and not your head.

Love to you

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